Okay, ermm ya. So.....Last few weeks of school havent been as exciting as i thought it would, but well, we all try right?
What qianhui said on her blog, really means alot to me, because, i feel the same but well, unlike qianny, i dont express myself in such profound and complete sentences, so, i'm guessing you knw how i feel now, but, putting all the unhappy things behind, we did have a lot of fun together and well, when its time to say goodbye, we should stop hanging on, say goodbye and, walk away. Because standing there, staring into each others' eyes, reminiscing about the past wont make us feel any better, and for once in my life, i'm willing to learn to let go, and we should all learn to let go, because, for all you know, we'd go to teh same class, if not, to the same junior college. That gives us an ample amount of time to get on each others' nerves (:
Well, unlike everyone else, i'm not going to write letters to anyone, because, firstly, i wouldnt know what to write, secondly, i'm not exactly very close to anyone, but, i am gng to do dedications on my blog, so here goes. ( i dont even know who to write to, but well, i cn just go according to register n.o )
1. Our own Powerpuff Girl, BLOSSOM.
Well, I've known you, hmmm, since....P3, P4, P5, P6, Sec1, Sec2, well, 6 years. These 6years have been wonderful, having known that i shared it with you, having you there whenever i needed you. Well, this is the time to say goodbye right... I'm not good at goodbyes and EVERYONE should know that. We're probably more fated then this, and we'd probable go to the same Junior College, Yes, I see my horrid future with you. xD. We'll meet in Victoria Junior College yea? Hahahahahahahahahaha. So anyways, thanks for EVERYTHING, yes everything, and ya, all the best, I shall cut all teh crap now, and admit that i'll miss you A LOT, which SUCKS, cuz, me being emotional all, BAHHHHHH. I hate tis, separation and all. I vouch not to get a boyfriend, this must be the feel when we break up.D: Well, 6 long painful years together has brought us through both the good and terrible times, yes, really really terrible times (seriously, i cnt recall times that we actually was angry with each other for more than a day, but thats bad enough, i guess.) BUt i guess, we got through all of them and i really really appreciate the friend that you've been, although i dont always show it(seriously, i reallty dont show it), i really care, and i hope you understand that during those times, when we quarrel, those things i say to hurt you, i really regret them, but i hope you'll forgive me for those times. And well, i'm not exactly the thoughtful kind, so ya. But always remember, whenever, if ever, you need me, i'm only a phonecall away, and god knows, maybe jsut next door. xoxo.
I dedicate this song to you (: Play it if u want to, and i hope, everytime u hear this song, you'd think of me (:
2. Our one and only LAGGER, Celestine! tada!
Its been ONLY 2 years together but we probably knew each other since birth, yes, birth. U were born on 29th January 1994 at thomsan medical centre, and i was born on 31th january 1994 at teh same hospital, so we were probably warded at the same area. HHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. okay, okay, so we've got the longest friendship ever. =xxxxx So... Well, these 14 years together, i've really gotten to know you, not THAT well, but heck, well enough. You're a lagger, but darn, you're still smart, gosh, i dont knw how you do it, but, you gotta teach me ur secret trick sometime :D We're arent that close and well, i probably dont know you very well, nor do i know any secret that i cn black mail you with, which sucks D: But, as long as i knw i'm still ur fren, that will do. NOw, its time for me to say goodbye and wish you all the best, remember, when we give birth, we give birth at teh same hospital okayy, the ouor daughters/sons would know each other for like ever. (:
This is for you (:
3. Our one and only BIMBO, ME.
I'm not gonna to dedicate to myself, but mental note : Let go, walk away with a smile, and dont cry. time to get serious, its gonna be a new year in just a few months time and i really need to pick myself up.
5. Cheryl
Seriously, we are so NOT close at ALL, the thing we'd probably have most in common is probably our skin colour! ALL HAIL TO DARK PEOPLE. Hahahahahaha. SO, anyways, these 2 years have been fun, although, i never really talked to you like last year, but i have to say, you've got a nice and hospitable personality. And i'm not lying (: In the future, maybe, we can get to know each other better and well, hang out? 0.0 haahahahahahahahaha, so anyways, all the best, and i'll miss your link-less jokes (: ( amchio will get breast cancer (??)
8. QianHui
Hello, my darling. Well, 2 years, you wanna know a secret? I really really like you, NO I'M NOT LESBIAN, you get what i mean, but you give me a warm feeling, you're someone i cn actually sit down with a talk to, you're someone who makes me feel welcomed, accepted and liked (: You're nice and sweet, pretty and friendly, and at times, u can be apain in teh butt, and thats why i like you, you've got personality, and on teh plus side, we're said to look alike. so HE says " Am i blind or are they just twins ", he is jsut blind (: .I still remember how we got to know each other. You called me spastic. Yes, you called me spastic, god knows why, but, hahahahahahahaha. And thats how the chicken met the lamb. Hahaha. I'll really miss you when, yes, you know whats the terrible event thats gonna befall us. And you've been absolutely an excellent friend and believe me, i've never said ANYTHING bad about you. Seriously, you can ask around, i dont EVER remember saying anything bad about you, cuz, you know what, you're a really nice girl and can be really accommodating at times and it has been my fortune to have met you(: And you're already a very good friend, you need not try so hard yea? Be whatever you think makes you most comfortable. (: This year has well....god knows if we've grown closer, seriously, i cnt tell, but well, i finally found someone i cn talk to (: But now, we've got to leave 2grace, but i hope we'll keep i touch, so that i know that whenever i need someone to talk to, you'll be only a phone call away (:
18 & 19. Joey And JiaQi
So, well, Both of u are fun and nice( AT TIMES ), but both of you can be really hurtful and i hope that that will change, because, although you may not know, you may be hurting the people around you, unknowingly. Both of you are very different. Different from everybody else, the way you think, the way you do things and the way you handle problems, and that is what make you speacial, both of you are very much alike, yet different. And i dont know how to put this, but i really think that both of you are really really unique in ur own ways, both of you arent the typical girl type of girls, but yet, you're actually feminine, yep, its really weird when i actually put it like that, but ya, its true, and this is what i like about both of you. Both of u have self-motivation, a quality that i do not possess and you know what, i'm so different from both of you, we obviously liked different things, did things different and had world's apart thinking, but, god knows how we got along that well, but until today, i dont understand joey fully. She's a mystery, because i cnt tell when she cares and when she doesnt. I cnt tell if she says what she says on purpose or because she isnt tactful, its really hard to tell, but i guess, others dont understand it either. JiaQi, is just well, funny, really really funny and can really be a pain in the butt, but, she can be a hell load of fun. But for whats its worth, both of you are a rare breed, really rare. hahahahahahaha, and i'd seriously miss you guys a LOT, because, you're the ones i actually hang out with everyday. But well, its not like i have a choice, actually i do, but, i HATE making choices. So for now, we've gotta say goodbye.
21, 22 & 24. Ginny, Jessica and Laura.
The threesome. Ginny, my lao ma, Jessica, my lao pa and Lura, My darling! hahahaha, well, you know why i put the 3 of you together? Because, all three of you give me the same feeling when i talk to you(which i seriously dont very often). Ginny, we've not been close right frm the start and i've really got nth to say, BUT, i still love your handwriting, its like. D: so unfair, i want to have such a handwriting too! hmph, and what makes it even better is that you're smart. S.M.A.R.T. =P .
Jessica, My lao pa, I remember when we first met, you were sitting infront of me and blos, and you once said thqat you and kamy didnt like us at first because we were being very noisy and you 2 couldnt have ur own conversation. HAHAHAAHAHAHA, and until now, i'm still noisy, YAY ME! But, you gotta to promise that you'll only chiong audi with me xD hahahaha, join same fam! :D
laura, my darling, dont bve emo okay, and dont be sad, NOTHING and i reapeat NOTHING is ur fault, and we love you for who you are ok, so dont feel emo or sad, because, do remember that we'll always be there for you. There will always be times when people dont understand you when people dont seem to care, but seriously, they do, and those times that they dont understand you, dont get upset, because in eveyone of us, there are times where ppl dont understand us, or how we feel, there are times ppl hurt you, but you gotta learn to stand strong and remember that even though they have hurt you, there are the many uncountable times where they cared for you. And yes, i'll miss you loads, dont forget me when you reach the top kayy.
For the three of you, i shall dedicate 3 different songs.
This is for ginny (:
This is for jessica. (:
This is for Laura. (:
For the rest of the class, of course i'll miss the times we had together and i wanna dedicate teh song Photograph by nickelback to all of you. (:
Photograph lyrics
Look at this photograph Everytime I do it makes me laugh How did our eyes get so red And what the hell is on Joey's head
And this is where I grew up I think the present owner fixed it up I never knew we'd ever went without The second floor is hard for sneaking out
And this is where I went to school Most of the time had better things to do Criminal record says I broke in twice I must have done it half a dozen times
I wonder if it's too late Should i go back and try to graduate Life's better now then it was back then If I was them I wouldn't let me in
Oh, oh, oh Oh, god, I
Every memory of looking out the back door I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor It's hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye. Every memory of walking out the front door I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for It's hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye.
Remember the old arcade Blew every dollar that we ever made The cops hated us hangin' out They say somebody went and burned it down
We used to listen to the radio And sing along with every song we know We said someday we'd find out how it feels To sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim's the first girl I kissed I was so nervous that I nearly missed She's had a couple of kids since then I haven't seen her since god knows when
Oh, oh, oh Oh, god, I
Every memory of looking out the back door I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor It's hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye. Every memory of walking out the front door I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for It's hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye.
I miss that town I miss the faces You can't erase You can't replace it I miss it now I can't believe it So hard to stay Too hard to leave it
If I could I relive those days I know the one thing that would never change
Every memory of looking out the back door I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor It's hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye. Every memory of walking out the front door I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for It's hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye.
Look at this photograph Everytime I do it makes me laugh Everytime I do it makes me...
God knows why there's joey's name in it.
Oh well, this is all i have for today(:
xoxo.SUGAR.
{missing toograce '08 forever}
'walk with me? ♥19:00
!LE FEMME
The Name's EELIN
Sweet Sixteen this yr.
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I'm mildly self-obsessed, in a NON cam whore way.
I'm Smart, intelligent, pretty, beautiful, fabulous, amazing and every other good quality in the world. not. HAHA
When i'm sad i Cry, when i'm happy, I laugh. Get use to it
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