EXASPERATED. BAHHHHHH. i need some one to gimme a dummy to strangle(christams present kayy?). Like wtf lah. I should rethink the lesbian though. Kay nvm, all the bad vibes, i shall go rant to chilli or joey ltr. (:
Well, today was a ..... day.
Woke up frm a fuzzy dream, where i had to climb out of the toilet frm the god knws wht floor of a HDB flat, and i made it out alive. Amybe i became SPIDER-WOMAN for a moment! HAHAHA. Thn dunno why, i was at escape with shen hao, hanjie, gio and lyn. And Escape was totally fun, coz there were roller coasters and everything, totally different frm the one we have now. Teehee.
Thn i woke up, coz... idk why, but i did. I went to brush teeth, wash face, and to find food in teh kitchen, unfortunately, there wasnt anymore milk left D: so i decided not to eat. Read a book, went to Kallang Leisure Park had kaya toast and went for my facial. (: I didnt go on monday coz qian hui and quan li was here (: See, i'm so nice, cancel my appointment for these two Big shot ppl. ... hmm.... thn i came back, finished my book, took a bath and went for dance practice.
Since my teacher was oversea, and there wasnt any lesson, all of us decided to book a dance studio and we went to practice. Today is the most taxing practice everrrr. My back is totally aching, and i finally learnt the 2 cheorographs. :D I'm so proud of myself! coz i rmbed all the steps :DD , okay la, not tht proud, but good enough. (:
I havent had a proper dinner, but i'm not hungry... havent been hungry for the entire day, sigh* but whtevr, just no appetite, and no, i'm not pregnant or anything. BAHHHHHH. I should start keeping a diary, and start writing all my diferent emotions and venting my angry, writing mushy stuff abt god knws hu, writing about the highlights of the day, teh exciting stuff, happy stuff, sad stuff, and whatever emotion i ahvent mentioned. BUT, theres a risk tht someone(*cough cough* ) may see it, which would really suck. And i dont take risks.
I dont take risks because i'm scared to fall, and if i do, i wouldn't be able to pick myself up, thus, why put myself thru the trauma? I ADMITTED IT :D i feel so much better now. EVERYONE, i'm a totally Coward/Humji :D SO LIVE WITH IT :DD if not, too bad for u uhh, coz thts just me, and if u dont like it, thn just back off, coz if i'm not like for who i am, thn there's no point in the friendship is there?
I feel so much better now. Teehee. QIAN HUI, WE NEED TO HAVE ANOTHER STUDY DATE.
WAI TING, WE GO WATCH BOLT TGT!
JOEY, WE NEED TO GO CYCLING SOMEDAY, TEACH CHILLI HOW TO CYCLE, tell me when u're free. :D
Gosh, i'm so blessed to be surrounded by so many nice ppl :D Christmas is a time of giving. When's thanks giving uhh? I need to thank everyone ard me for being there for me :D Oh, and the best part is tht we'll have turkey to eat!
DEAR SANTA, i want world peace and everyone to be happy (:
DEAR SANTA, i want my life to be back in place, before, well ya, you knw (:
DEAR SANTA, i want to have many many great years ahead, with many many fantastic friends.
DEAR SANTA, I want all of the above wishes to come true, and i hope i didnt ask for too much (:
DEAR SANTA, we love you.
xoxo.SUGAR.
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