OMG, 2.4 tmr !!!!! DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE.DEAD.
2.4 is like the only item i'm afraid of. I think tmr i sure die. I think i will be slower thn last year. I think, i think, i think everyone else is so pro. I think not having had training sucks. I think i wont be able to gt my full marks. I think i wont even be able to get a gold. I think i'm going to fail napfa this year. I think tmr is going to be terrible. I think, i think, i think.....
:\ i HOPE, and PRAY i cn do relatively well tmr. All i'm asking for is 14mins ! Coach says we must get below 15 if not he's make us, according to him, do really really BAD things. his eng is a lil bit bad, he doesnt mean BAD things, he means TORTURE for us. Tsk. I'd count ymself lucky if i cn go below 18min you mei you ! I scared i start walking, thn die..... IDC, i've nvr gotten a silver, and i'm not gonna let 2.4 bring me down !
Ah well. there's phy quiz tmr, thn 2.4 tmr, thn vball interclass on wed, thn chem test on thurs, plus 5items on thurs, and vball interclass agn on friday, IF we manage to get it. IDC. WEIJIET BETTER PLAYYYYYY.
sigh. I'm tired, i'm tired, i'm tired. the only thing keeping me alive is the people who make me happy, and make me laugh each and everyday day.
they think its not a big deal
they talk abt it like its the best thing tht happened
they claim its the right thing to do
but they dont know wht they're talking about
becuz they dont feel the pain.
they should tell me what to do,
they started the whole damn problem,
so they should freaking fix it.
And no matter how much i love them,
i'll still hate them for tht.
i miss her so much,
more and more everyday.
i think of her all the time,
the slightest thing triggers a memory.
then, it felt like the end of the world,
though it may sound silly,
i wouldnt mind trading my life for hers.
cuz she was one of the few things that mattered.
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